ok... THis is my 1st entry n i shall talk abt the derivation of my blog add. Initially i have decided to put my blog add as: herreminiscences-retxed. blogspot.com. Only observant ppl would have notice that retxed = DEXTER...

ya.. its him again.. Apparantly, this blog was established in memoirs of him..
BUT, after reading Joy's blog that he had changed so fast n gotten himself a new companion so soon, i have decided to change my blog add... AS my view of percetion for him has oso changed... He's no longer tat 100% perfect 理想情人..

How can he change his heart so fast, i tot to him she was his joy?? Y has he change so much?? He's no longer e dexter tat i noe of.... more like an unfamiliar stranger to me...

Besides, frens around me has been telling me to stop tinking abt him, since we were no longer in contact with each other n only when MIRACLE happens, (roughly abt once/sem) i will get to c him... After several thoughts, i have decided to give up on him totally, as probably god is trying to tell me its time to move on and stop dreaming.

Moreover, i still have all my good frens around me... Even though i have mentioned to give up on him completely, i still have a sense of disinclination, as till now he is e guy tat i have liked the longest (4 yrs+)...

Alright, this shall b e LAST time i will be talkin abt him. N if u happens to c this, THANKS for filling my life with colours. HOPE IN E FUTURE, u can find ur 伯樂.
:)

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